| This thing is really interesting to read through. I havent posted for awhile. So I thought I'd do a little update. Just recently did Dustin and I get on good terms. Stephanie lives with me. Im moving out in three weeks. I have a full time job and Im starting school in august. I have my own car and Im interested in a couple boys. I've found love and lost love and I take chances on everything. Thats me....
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| Ooo...So its been awhile. Im really hecka bored so I've found my way back to this old xanga....even though myspace rocks my world. Alright then I read over some of my entries and im like a total loser...times havent really changed lol. Im still a loser and its pretty amazing. Alright then...random spurt of boredom over...i must depart. |
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| I am disappointed in myself. I haven't had a boyfriend since october...its sad...THATS LIKE HALF A YEAR! lol sorry kids. I haven't been alone for this long before. For the last 3 1/2 years I've been with or close to being with someone. Its sooo sad. lol. I need a boyfriend! Get me one. haha. lol. j/p but for real. |
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| I think Im going crazy. Why is it that I always like the guys I cant possibly have...I mean...cuz they're my friend or they just dont see me in that way or something. I need serious serious help. I like this guy, I know Im never ever going to tell him...because I dont want it to get weird. But I mean I've liked him for awhile...Its just lately its harder to hide. I dunno. Maybe Im just stupid. I probably am. Then theres always Robby. I like him...Its stupid but I do. He's got a girlfriend now. Im happy for him. lol. But then again...im like..."damn" lmao. Him and I weren't ever gonna go anywhere anyway. I mean he just doesn't see me like that and I understand. lol. See my dilemma? Today Josh told me that I deserve better than my crushes...he's right. lol. I know he is. But all the good guyz are either taken...my really good friends....or not interested...so im screwed either way. lol. Sorry this entire entry was just a rant of how I like guyz that couldn't never even see me in that light. *sigh* oh well. ~Sara |
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| Im so bored and sore. I think I have to work tomorrow night. Possibly with Ashlynn, Amanda, and Rachael. Thats gonna be fun. I think they are all really awesome. Blah...Sooo tired. I have to get a shirt tonight cuz Emily is trying to get people to pay attention to Mrs. Owens during the teacher dance. lol. So Im gonna be "S" lol. Fun Fun! :) And Im not even in choir...oh well its gonna be fun. lol. Yeah anywayz tomorrow should be cool. I hope that my back doesn't hurt to bad...I know it probably will. Its been hurting all week. Im falling apart. Well I think I get paid tomorrow. If thats the case I wanna get everyone to go to the mall sometime this weekend. If I dont have to work. lol That'll be fun. Yeah well this is just rambling on now...so yeah comment me or not lol. Peace :) |
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